It seems like a lot of people are in this "holding" place, somewhere between their goals...somewhere in between darkness and hope. I just would like to encourage you to keep going on--that the BEST is YET to come! God's already paved the way for you. You just have to trust Him with all of your being...with everything that's in you. Don't lose hope. Don't let your heart faint from anxiety. He, Who began a good work, is FAITHFUL to complete that work in you. So, although you might not be where you'd like to be right now, just be encouraged and know that after every storm there is a rainbow....Your sunrise will come!